4/26/14

Let it Rise

Soak my entire naked body in sacred bourbon -- it wouldn't be enough. To numb what finally rose to the surface after long months of sealing my own lips --- blood dried marks where they stitched right up so clean --- wouldn't suffice. Now it's all ripped open. Tastes so good as it destroys my voice in yelling out. The words that I knew, that I hid, cause they're soaked so thick in one soul.

What of my sanity? Think I'll offer it to the moon tonight in the deepest ritual yet performed --- and awaken transformed into the force within. The darkness, let it rise! Lay me down as I pray to destruction. Oh holy ground, we meet again --- and this time behold the strength of a sorceress. 

In this war of consciousness --- let your body tremble in all of the feelings that lurch to let out, and rumble to cage. So just let it out to roam and the wildness will double over to master. Double over upon the weight of the ends of the sea where monsters are. Where ships go and never return --- but what of the joy they must have found in paradise of even keels? To whatever god you whisper to; may they favor the outcome of celestial courses. Crossed or align, differences hardly vary now --- onward sail!

Watch how the water all day changes it's course hundreds of times in the sun --- hide me from the glory -- because how I tried to waver just as many times over and failed. Sat in cathedral silence entranced by the confusion abounding everything and still the reserve of remaining the same as the start. Still so safely on shore and still so strangely drowning. 




So behold as we adjourn good congregation; kindred spirits of the depths. You'd recognize me no more in a conquered state of blasphemy --- and yet feel ever greater to the glory we praise. Taken one scripture to be stolen, and away let's run, ripping bible pages in the air in a trail of rapture and revelation…



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